Dear Mum,it's Mother's Day today.I been up to see you with Shaun,Nathan,Liam & Joy. Your place looks pretty with the sun shining down on your beautiful flower's from your children.My vase of flower's,where i put them,kept nearly tipping over in the cold wind.So i put them resting next to the 'head' just to block the wind.i've even placed big beach pebbles which i collected from a beach, years ago,just to weigh the vase down.You love flower's on any occasion,it did'nt have to be Mother's Day when you recieved them.I was in the shop last week to get a few bits and they were selling Mother's Day gifts next to the counter,my heart sank.I just thought how selfish the shop was to do that as it was hurtful for any person who had lost there Mother to another world,like we lost you.You know what i mean don't you mum? There again,i would be selfish for thinking that would'nt i? Everyone should make the most out of there Mother's while they've got them in their lives,with Mother's Day gift's.Just to show their Mum's how special they really are,which is just how we made you feel,because you are so special Mum and alway's will be forever.We are missing you so much,we are still hurting so bad inside,we've never felt this hurt ever before until we lost you.All the pain we've ever been through from when we were baby's til now,nothing has'nt come close to this pain mum.Still unbearable,you just want to rip this hurt out because nothing in this world could make us feel better,not anything,only if you was here.Everyone's change since you passed,everything's changed,i've changed.I wish so much for you to be here so we could change back to how we used to be,be back to normal and happier,you made us happy Mum and now it's just gone.We can't get that back without you.You kept us together as a family,you was our 'Boss',our 'Leader',our 'Hero',Our Mum who loved her family as much as she could.You gave your all to us and we miss that.You would of given your left arm just to make us happy,that was who you were.You are our Mum,even on 'Mother's Day' our beautiful special loving Mum.We miss your Motherly love.We would do anything just to have you here with us again.Love forever and ever.Karen.xxxxxxxxxxxxx