karen 14th October 2009

My Mum,My Friend,My World.miss u so much,i think about you everyday single second of each day,from the time i wake up til at night when i sleep. you appeared in my dreams a few times,you was waving at me through a crowd and smiling your sweet happy smile at me.the smile that said that you was happy and you was ok,i waved back to you before i woke up, hoping i would go back to sleep to see you again.just to hug you and to tell you how much i love you.it's been more than 3 yrs since you went away and to this day it's still unbearable and painful knowing that i can't see you. but i know that you will welcome me in open arms on the other side,calling my name,telling me that's it going to be ok like you used to mum.i miss that from you. you picked me up when i was down and i so much want you here right now,i need you so much.guide me through the bad times,laugh with me through the good times like we used to.please visit me in my dreams again mum and hug me.we all miss you and love you for always.from your ever-loving daughter and grandsons.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx